Things Aren't Slowing Down

And it's true. As much as I would love for things to slow down just a tad, and just for me, I'm catching no breaks.

I'm not sure I like the idea of graduating. I like all of the cool perks of graduating and such, but I just don't think I'm ready to make the jump. It has been 18 years since I started school... or something like that. It's hard for me to remember the time when I wasn't in school. It's hard for me to imagine the future when there isn't school.

On the other hand, I'm losing motivation rapidly. I need a change of pace, and I really do need to get out of here. In fact, I think I'm becoming depressed. I sleep all the time, I can't focus on anything when I'm awake, I can't be bothered to make a bunch of new friends, and most heartbreaking of all, the Jell-o I made the other night only tasted "okay".

Despite how hard it is for me to do, I have to constantly remind myself that things will start looking up soon. There are just some things that I need to put in place first:
-Work harder on finding/applying for jobs
-Do homework more regularly as opposed to binging on it.
-Do my laundry
-Clean my stupid room
-Play more GT5
-Do lots of other stuff (webdesign/development, puzzles, models)

I honestly think that's the key to making it through my depression. Now where do I start?